If you somehow found this site, welcome! I don't expect to get a lot of traffic, as I'm really just using this for myself, but hey, if you found me, great! Thought I would take some time to explain they whys and whats of this page. WHY? Well, I got tired of crying to myself … Continue reading Good (early) morning!
Or is it just my anxiety trying to avoid the inevitable? Or is it my anxiety trying to win over the depression? Or maybe...it's all 3! When I get into these ruts (which happen A LOT), my mind starts to explore and wonder about so many things. Most of those wonderings and explorations are not … Continue reading Insomnia??
The featured picture is of my actual bedroom. This is depression. But it's also anxiety. I'm so tired all the time, that I don't clean. Then I see the mess and become anxious and worried. Am I an unfit mother? Who would let themselves live this way? Why cant you just clean the damn room? … Continue reading The never ending cycle
This is the start of a question that I've asked myself numerous times. What would I do if I got fired? What would I do if I lost my husband? What would I do if..... Most recently it has been, what would I do if I didn't teach anymore? My first thought is that I … Continue reading What would I do if…
It's an ugly beast. I hate it with every fiber of my being, but it has a way of sneaking up to you at the worst possible time. Hit me today at 1:20 PM. While at work. While on the phone with the clinic. I've been having sleep problems (which mixed with depression and anxiety, … Continue reading Depression
Hello all! It's been a while! So since I last posted, I've gone back to work....at both jobs. I started back up at my part time job in August to give myself a sense of purpose again. I had taken a leave to regain myself and give myself a break, but in doing so threw … Continue reading Hiatus
I've always had a HUGE love for swimming. I dreamed for years of finding a magical comb that would give me the powers of Ariel so I could swim and breathe like a fish! Up until a certain point, public pools were awesome! Then one to many closures due to poop in the pool, and … Continue reading Swimming Pools
So I did the most unthinkable thing......I took all 3 of my boys to a giant candy store. Yep, shock and awe! Fortunately, they did really well. They each were promised 1 piece of candy of their choice. They each found their pieces within the first 10 minutes of arriving, then wanted to leave, but … Continue reading Candy Store
Today has been a day of many emotions, mainly anger or frustration. So instead of sitting in the negative environment, I did something about it. I took all 3 of my boys to the park in a small, small, town near my house. They burned off a lot of energy from climbing and running and … Continue reading Simple things
Gaaaa!!! So much has happened since I last posted! Alright, where to start? How about with my new body art pieces? I got 2 new tattoos done last Thursday to celebrate finishing my Master's program. I got a handprint in multiple colors on my left hand by my thumb that represents my work with students … Continue reading HELLO!