Or is it just my anxiety trying to avoid the inevitable? Or is it my anxiety trying to win over the depression? Or maybe...it's all 3! When I get into these ruts (which happen A LOT), my mind starts to explore and wonder about so many things. Most of those wonderings and explorations are not … Continue reading Insomnia??
The featured picture is of my actual bedroom. This is depression. But it's also anxiety. I'm so tired all the time, that I don't clean. Then I see the mess and become anxious and worried. Am I an unfit mother? Who would let themselves live this way? Why cant you just clean the damn room? … Continue reading The never ending cycle
This is the start of a question that I've asked myself numerous times. What would I do if I got fired? What would I do if I lost my husband? What would I do if..... Most recently it has been, what would I do if I didn't teach anymore? My first thought is that I … Continue reading What would I do if…
It's an ugly beast. I hate it with every fiber of my being, but it has a way of sneaking up to you at the worst possible time. Hit me today at 1:20 PM. While at work. While on the phone with the clinic. I've been having sleep problems (which mixed with depression and anxiety, … Continue reading Depression
Hello all! It's been a while! So since I last posted, I've gone back to work....at both jobs. I started back up at my part time job in August to give myself a sense of purpose again. I had taken a leave to regain myself and give myself a break, but in doing so threw … Continue reading Hiatus
I've always had a HUGE love for swimming. I dreamed for years of finding a magical comb that would give me the powers of Ariel so I could swim and breathe like a fish! Up until a certain point, public pools were awesome! Then one to many closures due to poop in the pool, and … Continue reading Swimming Pools
So I did the most unthinkable thing......I took all 3 of my boys to a giant candy store. Yep, shock and awe! Fortunately, they did really well. They each were promised 1 piece of candy of their choice. They each found their pieces within the first 10 minutes of arriving, then wanted to leave, but … Continue reading Candy Store
Today has been a day of many emotions, mainly anger or frustration. So instead of sitting in the negative environment, I did something about it. I took all 3 of my boys to the park in a small, small, town near my house. They burned off a lot of energy from climbing and running and … Continue reading Simple things
Gaaaa!!! So much has happened since I last posted! Alright, where to start? How about with my new body art pieces? I got 2 new tattoos done last Thursday to celebrate finishing my Master's program. I got a handprint in multiple colors on my left hand by my thumb that represents my work with students … Continue reading HELLO!